I saw these lyrics somewhere and I started thinking of Carrie as I always do.  It has almost been 3 years since she died.  I know she is in a better place now but still I miss her.  This one is for her.

Yesterday
(Lennon/McCartney)

 Lead vocal: Paul

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Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm.

I dont feel like writing much because I spent the last 2 hours finishing my spanish 4 exam.  This weekend has been crazy.  It was really bad and good.  I did a lot of lauthing and a lot of crying.  Friday I went to Rchels for a movie night.  It was a lot of fun. We watch old marching shows and musicals, Buffy musical, stuff on the internet, and part of Moulin Rough.  There was a lot of tickling happening.  And Ryan and Megan well we wont go there.  And there was Adam and Rachel but I wont go there eigher.  I felt bad for Shelby because we were all like in couples but her.  Then there was me and Phillip.  He tickled me some and stuff, but its kinda wierd because we were the only acual couple there and we were the least cuddly I guess you could say.  I donno this is weird to write about.  Im an extremely cuddly person but Phillip isnt.  It makes me sad at times.  But really love and I know that that doesnt really matter and I wouldnt change a thing about him, well.....no Im just kidding.

Today was a good day.  It seemed like everyone was happy and cheerful.  I was happy too.  And it was so pretty outside.  When we left school it was 61 degrees.  Im ready for spring, it snowed so much this year.  Then when I got home I took Luci and we went rollarblading at the church, then I watched my favorite TV show then we walked to the courner store and I got a pack of gum.  We took Felise too.  Shes so cute.  Phillip didnt get to come over.  He has been gettign head aches alot and has had trouble sleeping.  I hope hes not sick.  I think its just stress from the OGT and all.  Do do wish he would go to the doctors or take medacien some time.  He was being all flirty today.  I love it when he is like that.  Im talking to him on the phone now.  He just called me.  Its kinda difficult to type with one hand. I am going to breakfast with Rachel and Jenny at ihop tomarrow morning.  It should be fun.  Thats all I got. 

Tonight for G-force I had to take care of the preschool class.  There were 7 of them and all were good but 2.  We made a craft then I read them a story.  It wasnt too bad.  Then a really wierd thing happened.  We were done and was just kinda running around and chasing my kids and and one of the junior boys came up to me and was like your pretty.  I didnt really here him so I said what and he repeated himself and I just said thanks but it was kinda wierd.  The wierdest part was that his girlfriend was standing right there next to him and agreed.  It was interesting. I was just kinda thinking what? Im pretty? What? I am? 

Anyhoo the jazz band did good today Im just tired of Nathan blaring wrong notes that sound horrible.  He is trying to hit a G but he's not and it hurts my ears.No offence Jenny.  But he needs to stop playing those notes if he cant hit them. 

We had group pictures today.  I think ours will be good.  We had 9 people.  I sat on Phillips knee and I was afraids that I was gonna hurt him but I dont think I did. 
After school we had an A-team meeting and when it was over Phillip and I stood outside until his mom came.  Phillip was really tired today.  I hope nothings wronge.  He hasnt been getting very much sleep.

Thats all I got time for today.

Im excited tonight because I found out that my aunt Amy is going to have a baby.  Gabby is almost 4 so my family needs another baby.  It was be Amberly and Gabby's sister or brother by the way.  It will prolly be due some time in December.  I hope it is born on my birthday which is November 30. That would be cool.Ill be 18 then. Wow time flies.  The only bad thing is that they are going to move to Waashington Court House.
Im drama class we have to do a skit.  Mine is called Campfire.  It goes kinda like this.  Me and 3 annoying guys sit a round a fire acting like cavemen and then we run around the fire speaking gibberish and kill and animal, then we throw Brad in the fire.  Its so stupid and its gonna be really bad but its almost over. 
The jazz band is gonna play tomarrow at a nursing home. It should be fun.  We attemped to play tenor madness extremely fast tiempo today it was funny.  Im excited, we'll see what happens.
Welp thats about all.  Today was a pretty boring day.  Its OGT week though so I dont have to come to school until 10:00 so Im liking that.  Sleep is good and so is sunshine when you wake up.

I love musicals.  My sister is watching Bye Bye Birdie right now.  And suprisingly even though that musical was 4 years ago I still remember all the words and am singing along.  That was my first expirince with acting.  Back when we had a good drama department.  Our drama department has almost come to nothing.  I hope that next year with a new director we can bring it back.  We used to be so good back in the day.  Sadly few people where there during those days. 

My quote comes from something stupid I said earlier.  C. C. asked what the position for G flat was and I said F.  For those who are musicly inclined thats funny because the positions are 1-7.  G flat is in 5th position.  Donno why I said F, I just did.
I finally talked to Phillip about what has been bugging me and I feel alot better now.  I felt bad though because it made him sad that I hadnt told him a long time ago.  But I guess I cant change that.  The bus ride home from the Murphy was so great.  I got to spend some time cuddling with Phillip and we all sang band cheers at the top of our lungs. 
The murphy theater is so grandful.  Dress rehearsal is tomarrow so we have been at the murphy all week until 9 at night. Which is why I have been to busy to write.  I get a microphone! I feel so special.